Blind: Derulo's Dilemma


I wish I had ended it all long before it started

Because people told me from the outset that I was going to be broken-hearted.

I never believed the magical bubbles of our love was ever going to burst

So, whatever it was I did for her, I made sure I did my very best.

I kept the promise of her love; regardless of the cost

Yet she never returned the favour; she left me lonely and lost.



I was the happiest of our species when it all began

But now, quite unbelievably, I am a severely broken man.

Broken in many parts, dazed with desire and rendered emotionally weak,

Stumbling upon the mental blocks of nostalgia and practically unable to speak.



I thought she was into me as much as I was into her

So, when my heart began to beat for her I didn’t even care.

Our relationship was a few dates old when I fell

And realizing my vulnerability, she played along pretty well.



I thought her a Seraphim whom for my sake was earthly born

But to her, I was another unfortunate statistic awaiting to suffer her scorn.

The stomach of my delusions she diligently fed

Ensuring that I was the last to sense I was being misled.



Now, I know her story

And I really can’t help but feel sorry.

Maybe, just maybe, that was her excuse

But I don’t think it’s fair to inflict the gander’s punishment on the goose.



Fact is, I realize she has been hurt before by many brothers

But is that enough reason to go about hurting others?

Worst part is… despite all the hurt she’s brought me, my heart, from hers, isn’t entirely freed.

Whew! Crazy feeling. Love can be blind indeed.

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